So, how many of you actually noticed I've been missing....For over two months now?

I've, obviously, been on a sort of Hiatus. It wasn't intentional at first, but it slowly blossomed into becoming just that.

It isn't that I've been busy or that I just don't have the time anymore. It's the opposite really. I have time to get on here and check my messages, the few that I receive, that is. I also have time to write or take photographs to my heart's content.

I just don't.

I guess you could say I haven't had the motivation to do it recently. It's been like this for the past few months. I haven't been inspired to write or do anything creative for quite some time.

I didn't really realize the real reasoning behind it until I confronted myself and declared what you could call an "Inner Intervention." I sat down and tried to figure out what was happening with me.

Only one answer surfaced. It isn't uncommon for someone such as me. My doctors secretly expected it and also, it can be common amongst diabetics. Depression.

Irrational mood swings that cause me to lash out and hurt people with my unkind words and also make me wallow in my own guilt afterwards. My appetite, or lack thereof, is worse than normal and so is my insomnia.

Much more obvious factors led me to this conclusion. I don't think it is the serious "Clinical Depression" that most people worry about, but it is form of it at least.

No, I'm not going to the extreme and developing a case of "Emo." Nothing of that sort. I'm dealing with it the best I can and I hope that soon I can pull myself out of this stupor and get back to being my true self.

Oh, how I've missed writing.

I miss everyone here, as well. I have a lot to catch up on, so be warned. If you suddenly see my name flooding your inbox, I'm truly sorry! Just to give you an example of what I have in store, take a gander at this:

2,538 Deviations, 302 Messages

And that is after checking a few messages and deviations! T-T

So, yes, I'm writing to let you know I'm still alive and well. I'm just trying to sort things out and get through this ordeal the best and easiest way that I can possibly manage.

I hope everyone is doing well and please keep up all the fantastic work! I want to see my inbox full of beautiful pieces for me to indulge in when I return!

Love you guys~