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Ah! I'm finished! *cries tears of joy* It's three in the morning and I am officially finished reading, faving, commenting, thanking on EVERYTHING!

T-T I'm so sorry for the mass faves towards =CletusJackson , *estallidos and ~tramirez89. I went through and faved every writing piece you've posted in the past few months..I just spammed your inboxes with my presence!



Now, the only thing on my "To Do" list is to work on my room tomorrow. Well, later today, let's say. I should sleep. O.o I have to get up at eight. Weeee

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Wow...It's kind of shocking to get on here one day and have roughly fifty deviations in your inbox and then get on the next day and have over 200!



Forty of which are literature pieces. I need to stop putting them off. *sighs* I'm forcing myself to sit down and do that now. *nods*

Also, I need to go through my "Activity" messages. I have a bunch to sort through. Well, actually, they are sorted. I have little folders set up in my inbox and I just sorted out the favorites. Dragon's Flame and Bear are my two most popular pieces that are faved.

Speaking of which check this out!



That's like...totally kick ass in my opinion! I never thought one of my pieces would be that popular.

Anyways, I am off work tomorrow...I brought home boxes that I stoleborrowed from the store. I'm hoping I can convince myself to sit down and pack some things up..Mainly my books...

I need to clean my room really badly. Things are scattered everywhere. I have good intentions. I start to straighten things up and start to pack things away, but then I find something that I haven't seen in a long time and get TOTALLY sidetracked. More so when I find old papers that I've written and stuff. I'll sit there and read them. HaHa.

So, yes. *cracks knuckles* Wish me luck guys! I'm going to be doing some cleaning here on dA and IRL!

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_{*cries* I don't wanna..}

Okay...Guys...I might not have mentioned it before, but I've entered a few things into writing contests here on Deviantart. Just a couple of things, nothing major, I suppose.

I never thought I'd get anywhere. I just wanted to say that I actually did something...

And I'll be damned!

Well, first things first...

SORRY!

I'm so sorry for not updating when I promised I would! I'm a horrible person for that.

But, I'll have you know, everything is GOOD!'

Yes, I have my medical card now! I'm completely covered.

I'm beyond relieved and happy.

I've already abused the card too...I went and got a teeth cleaning at me dentist...

*cries* It hurt like Hell! Oh my goooosssshhh..That lady abused my mouth! *whimpers*

Oh other news, I found out that my friend is a "Hero"...*laughs* I checked my email just now and there was a message from him. Here is what it said..

(No Subject)‏
From: Chad
Sent: Wed 10/29/08 9:50 AM
To: Meh
wickssssssssssss

Yes, he can go into the future and leave me a message...Isn't that awesome? Not sure why the date and stuff is off on my email, but that made me laugh. Oh, and his nickname for me is Wicks. *nods and waves* Hi Chadwickerbes!

I'm in a good mood if you can't tell...


Aannnnnyyyywaaayyssss...

OHMIGOSH! SSSSNNNOOOOWWWWW!

It was snowing outside like fifteen minutes ago! Mom and I both ran outside and jumped up and down on the porch laughing like the idiots that we are...

Yeah, I'm happy to see snow...get over it. I've always been a Fall/Winter person. Cold weather is my friend. *nods* If you don't like it, put more clothes on. *sticks out tongue*

I'm off to play with meh cat and read some random book that I recently bought... I've probably bought about thirty books or more in the past month... I like books..


_{Hooray for the kick ass Black and Orange CSS return!}

The past few weeks have been hard (reason why is mentioned in my previous journal). Lately, I don't smile as often as I normally would. My regular customers have noticed this. One guy especially. He's my "Anime Man" as Mom has so fondly dubbed him. He'll stand in my line and talk about anime for the longest time with me.

He came through my line a day or so ago and knew something was wrong. He didn't talk as much to me, nor did he try to pick on me. Right before he left, he motioned for me to lean closer. I did...

"Did you know, that in order for my son to poop, he has to yell Goku's Kamehameha Wave..."

I have to say, I haven't laughed that hard in quite a while. It felt really good.

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I'm will update tomorrow with a journal explaining some updates about my recent dilemma...If people read my last journal, you'll understand.

But, to ease the minds of some, I finally got medicine....That one pill ran out so I had to by two days worth. Guess how much it was for eight pills? $80 bucks..Yep and I had to pay cash. There went more than half of my paycheck. *sighs*

Mom and I figured it up...It's $2027 for my medicine for a month (rounded) and if you round that down to $2K...That's $24K a year, folks. I'd be in the poor house....

So, yeah, we have an appointment with the medical card people tomorrow morning. Well, today? I guess it depends on how you look at it. It's at 9 A.M. on Oct. 25, 2008. There you go.

So, yes, I'll update later with what info I find out...Until then, giggle at my little story and enjoy yourselves.

Love ya, guys!

Ah, I've been slacking on here. I had to force myself to sit down and actually sort through most of my deviations and comments.

I had roughly two hundred deviations and almost one hundred messages (most of which were journals).

I have it down to 10 deviations and 40 messages now. Most of those are favorites that I need to thank people for. And, unlike what some people do, I personally type out each of my "Thank you"'s instead of simply copying and pasting them.

Things recently have been pretty blah. I haven't been feeling like myself, that is for sure. I'm not entirely sure as to why, however. It just seems like no matter what I do, I can't feel extremely excited or happy about anything.

I am emotionally and mentally exhausted. I have an annoying black cloud hanging over my head and it's draining me of pretty much everything.

I've named it "Stress" because I'm thinking that is probably what it is.

A lot of shit, mainly my medical card, has been going wrong lately and it is just piling up one thing after another.

Remember my biopsy I mentioned? Well, I can't exactly go have one if I don't have insurance because I sure as hell can't afford to pay for one myself.

Yeah, they took my medical card away from me. Which means no biopsies AND no more medicine shipments.

Seriously...I'm a heart transplant patient. Without the medicine, I'm pretty much fucked. I can probably go a few days without it (A week tops), but complications would soon arise.

Sooo, yeah. I went through my medicine. I have three major medications and the rest are all things that I have to take because of those three. Out of those three, I have enough for about two weeks of two. The third one, I'll run out by the end of this week.

Peachy, no? I hope they can sort things out and fast. Otherwise I'm going to have to start searching the couch cushions for some loose change.

AND! Those who watch *DayinTynSane will already know this, but my friend ~GingerKidJo was in a car accident! She's doing all right and so are Court and Bri (two of my other friends). Scrapes and bruises and Katie had a pinched nerve (apparently) in her neck that she had to get medication for.

I'm honestly glad that didn't turn out worse than it did...I don't think I could have handled it. :/